Monday, July 30, 2007

some where in between...

hello all..i am in infy campus now..n dunno wat to do pretty jobless i must say.. have some assigment of writing a book review n stuff.. so i was surfing.. so i tot y not pass time by blogging....i am bored anyways..
lifes k..as far as i can c.. have made some frnds.. just killing time.. my tech training hasnt started till now..so i am just sitting doing nothing..frm hotel to campus and frm campus bak to the hotel...thats all my lifes all abt for now..i guess will get busy in the cuming weeks.. i am happy as i will b a lil occupied..right now i am damn sleepy.. have to go to the library and kill time..prolly i will get some sleep...k neways..c ya..
tata,
sangeetha.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

going to mysore...


hello..i am going to mysore..its a new phase of my life..i am going to start earning n working n stuff..i am kinda excited...but today when i was spacking all my stuff..i remembered my childhood..the time i had with my mum..dad was always out on transfers n stuff..i remember sitting in the comfort of my house ..watching tv..laughing with my sis..watching stupid cartoons with her..eating popcorn with her..crying with her..fighting wid her..shopping wid her..her super fashion tips to dis stupid ol gal who doesnt knw how to dress..n no style acc to her..hehe.. amma making me tea..our lil chats in the kitchen...her advice to me abt boys..hehhe..n a lotta other things..her kickings wen i lazily sleep for 24 hrs non stop... the way me n amma laughed together...our horriable fights...hahah..n her care , love, suppot, effection..a sense of security arnd her...that i am loved.. the way i cried for 3 hrs non stop wen dad shouted at me..lol.. n the way dad took care of everything..the way i tot he cud fix nething for me...i remember him supporting me , being there for me..caring for me...the way he made me tough girl that i am today..n helping me learn how to live wid dignity..i will miss everyone..seriously..i knw i am just going to mysore..but sumhow i knw lifes going to change a lot after dis...n i guess i cant control tat..neways...i am off to sleep now..have to catch my bus tom..tata..
sangeetha..

Sunday, July 15, 2007

hmm....


its a scary lil world out there... have u ever dreamt of things that are going to happen?? or c things in ur dreams that r actually true n not the way u c it..mind my friend..is a powerful thing..never underestimate it..if u constantly dunt keep a chk on it u mite lose ur way...n mite even destroy ur whole life..

there r so many things in my daily life i do..perhapes thats my destiny...i knw in my mind that sum things will never work out n sum things will..n i guess everyone has that..even though they ignore their intutions very often...these r not mind blocks..but these r things which help us find our destiny ultimatly... its very wisely said "the heart has its reasons which reasons know nothing of"..i strongly believe in it..i do so many things in my life that i have absolutly no control over.... i knw sum things feel so right..but sumwhere at the back of my mind, there is this strong feeling that says no matter how gud it feels now..its not going to turn out right sumwhere.. i have folllowed these lil signs always..n watever wrong or right happens is our destiny..these r things that teach me how to live.. and makes me a betta person...

so many ppl i talk to tell me god does not exist..but this is wat logic will never explain to u..its just sumthing ..deep in ur heart..if u listen carefully enuff..u knw that sumthing controls u..sumthing tells u wats the outcome of certain things..and gives u a meaning to ur life..

our existance here is not meaningless.. we are all empty sumwhere.. y r we here for?? wats our purpose?? there r so many things in my mind that logic cant explain..logically everything has a meaning so perhapes , even our species , our survival everything here has some meaning..we r just not flesh and bones.. there r so many ppl who tell me then y do so many ppl suffer if god does exist?? i dont have a proper answer, i just knw that its our karma.. god never punishes us, its our perspective of looking at things.. a poor man may be much more happier than a rich lonely man.. but this is not the case always there r ppl who truely suffer here.. n i really wonder y..

but wen i c nature, n how beautifully its made.. n how perfect it is..i have to agree that there is sumthing that u n me cant create...n there its not just me who can control everything..i can perhapes accept life as it cums n b happy..or i can live n cry.... its easy to say diff to follow..so i am basically wasting my time n dialoges.. i will save it for sum other time..haha..:)..tata..