hi ya,
A warm day not much work and a hell lotta thoughts in my head.
i am hungry and i am planning ahead.
Well for me i have to get somethings sorted out in my life. First need to quickly get some certification done, which i have been planning for months now and it doesnt seem to be working for me:)..
I need to start studying again... Well ..Its a toughie:)... To decide some things in life:).. But i dont have to make it so difficult:).. I am probably not ready and it's a good thing not to be ready infact, that means God's deciding it up there, just for you.
i have wasted so much time in sleeping and having fun I think it is time to wake up and do things that will get me higher:)...
Sleeping in the sense putting my mind at sleep, expecting something flowery to come along.
Life is full of sacrifices, never regret a decsion made or things that went bad. If you really wish for something it will land on ur doorstep, if at all you ever wished hard enough for it.
That all depends on us , the patience we have and the tests God will put us through, because nothing in this world comes easy.
Life's best gifts dont come in the most attractive ways. We all love, lose , hope, win and that's the part of life. Now i wish i had done some things diffrently but then now i know that it was for my growth as a person and as a human being.. All that we become is result of all that we were.
i really have to want somethings and go through life as it comes, and sadly i will never truely get what i really want, and imperfections are there in everything.
There are 2 things, things might turn out well in the short term or in the long term just have to see what is best for us and live life that way, and expect nothing from life.
Love ya all,
sangee
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Friday, October 31, 2008
Life is a song:)
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=tt4REiGB_-w&feature=related
You say life is a dream where we can't say what we mean
Maybe just some roadside scene that we're driving past
There's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
And there's no promises of peace or of happiness
Well is this why you cling to every little thing
And polverize and derrange all your senses
Maybe life is a song but you're scared to song along
Until the very ending
Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
From the chains and shackles that they're in
Oh, tell me what good is saying that you're free
In a dark and storming sea
You're chained to your history, you're surely sinking fast
You say that you know that the good Lord's in control
He's gonna bless and keep your tired and oh so restless soul
But at the end of the day when every price has been paid
You're gonna rise and sit beside him on some old seat of gold
And won't you tell me why you live like you're afraid to die
You'll die like you're afraid to go
Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
From chains and shackles that they're in
From the chains and shackles that they're in
Well life is a dream 'cause we're all walking in our sleep
You could see us stand in lines like we're dead upon our feet
And we build our house of cards and then we wait for it to fall
Always forget how strange it is just to be alive at all
You say life is a dream where we can't say what we mean
Maybe just some roadside scene that we're driving past
There's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
And there's no promises of peace or of happiness
Well is this why you cling to every little thing
And polverize and derrange all your senses
Maybe life is a song but you're scared to song along
Until the very ending
Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
From the chains and shackles that they're in
Oh, tell me what good is saying that you're free
In a dark and storming sea
You're chained to your history, you're surely sinking fast
You say that you know that the good Lord's in control
He's gonna bless and keep your tired and oh so restless soul
But at the end of the day when every price has been paid
You're gonna rise and sit beside him on some old seat of gold
And won't you tell me why you live like you're afraid to die
You'll die like you're afraid to go
Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
From chains and shackles that they're in
From the chains and shackles that they're in
Well life is a dream 'cause we're all walking in our sleep
You could see us stand in lines like we're dead upon our feet
And we build our house of cards and then we wait for it to fall
Always forget how strange it is just to be alive at all
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
The man in my life:)
The pride of his deep brown eyes,
His wrinkled smile,
You taught me the number’s I know,
And how I used to get it all wrong.
I remember the story you used to tell me
To put me to sleep,
I remember every night you spent,
Nursing me when I got sick.
I remember that every day you spent,
Making sure we were okay,
You were standing outside and watching
Me write that tough exam that made me a nervous wrek,
I have heard every silent prayer,
Your every loving word,
Your guidance , your love,
You are in my heart forever,
From the baby steps I took to the woman I am today,
You were there when I needed you,
Ever so silently, then why did we go apart,
We started livin in our silent worlds,
I missed you each day,
Then you are back again,
And here to share our little world with us again,
And I am glad you are back daddy,
words could never define what we share,
I owe a lot to you.
lot's of love
sangee,
Sunday, October 26, 2008
26 OCT 2008
Hi All,
Its not a rainy day in Bangalore , a perfectly beautiful sunny morning. I wake up listening to Yanni, then i do my usual yoga. Then i had my breakfast and tea in my lawn :).. A normal beautiful day..:)..
Here i am sitting and typing away to glory, don't even know what's going to be there the next moment.I am planning to run off to meet my friends in the evening .
Tomorrow is diwali and a beautiful day of course(As i get an extended weekend off:p). I am going to get to wear my new clothes also.:)
Everything is going fine for now.:).. I am looking forward to watch good old movie on TV.
I saw 3 movies this week, "A Wednesday(A must watch)","Flight plan","Troy". I love Brad Pitt:(... Then wat else..???:) I am bored to death till 4.. So i am just typing all the non sense i can because i don't know what else to do:)..
Ne ways A very very very HAPPY DIWALI to who ever is reading.. Have a lovely year ahead.. And please wish me too..:):):)
Lotsa love n wishes,
sangee
Its not a rainy day in Bangalore , a perfectly beautiful sunny morning. I wake up listening to Yanni, then i do my usual yoga. Then i had my breakfast and tea in my lawn :).. A normal beautiful day..:)..
Here i am sitting and typing away to glory, don't even know what's going to be there the next moment.I am planning to run off to meet my friends in the evening .
Tomorrow is diwali and a beautiful day of course(As i get an extended weekend off:p). I am going to get to wear my new clothes also.:)
Everything is going fine for now.:).. I am looking forward to watch good old movie on TV.
I saw 3 movies this week, "A Wednesday(A must watch)","Flight plan","Troy". I love Brad Pitt:(... Then wat else..???:) I am bored to death till 4.. So i am just typing all the non sense i can because i don't know what else to do:)..
Ne ways A very very very HAPPY DIWALI to who ever is reading.. Have a lovely year ahead.. And please wish me too..:):):)
Lotsa love n wishes,
sangee
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
As on Oct 22nd
Hi,
I was just wondering what to do and thought why not pen down what I am thinking about.
I was the kind of person fighting and over analyzing every situation, now it seems like I am just happy for the present moment.
Ups and downs lows and highs everything is a part of life, and life never turns out the way we wish it would. We never get perfect things in life, and that’s the fact.
The more we try to drive away the devils in our head the more complex things get. One thing I should realize in the course of my life is that I will never be perfectly happy and even if I am ,that situation will change and life keeps changing.
If I have issues with someone else the problem is with me too, I have to learn and learn a lot more in life.There is no point in being so confused that’s life. I can only give in my best and hope hard that things turn out in my favour.
I have seen my share of failures and rejections and unhappiness in life, but then I realize it was all for my good. I have seen many trillion sunny days too and I am grateful for every moment of my life because it made me the person I am today and I am happy life turned out this way. The only area that I want to improve in is to get the courage to share my life with someone else. I am the kind of person who has always been scared of relationships because I was scared of getting hurt, but the sad part is I will be left all alone if I choose to go on this way. I have to find that strength in myself to probably give away a part of myself to someone probably that way I will be much happier and probably not so scared of everything, it will be the biggest fear overcome.
When we go through life we all know that we all have our fears and I was and am not a perfect person , but then what makes me happy about my life is that I am learning and no matter how much it scares the hell out of me I am learning and still learning.
My silly, stupid pride is my worst enemy and probably that’s my biggest fear in life , of getting humiliated, I would have gone much further if I could give up this “dumb”, “stupid”,”lousy” fear of mineJ.
When we choose not to do things because we are scared of getting hurt the more that thing follows us all over, and when you run after something it will never come to you.
Amazing enough I have been a very lucky person in life, may be with my initial failures which give me the strength to get up and fight again. I am a fighter may be a different kind of fighter but I have come so far because may be somewhere I have a lot of strength.
J take care,
Lots of love ,
Sangeetha
I was just wondering what to do and thought why not pen down what I am thinking about.
I was the kind of person fighting and over analyzing every situation, now it seems like I am just happy for the present moment.
Ups and downs lows and highs everything is a part of life, and life never turns out the way we wish it would. We never get perfect things in life, and that’s the fact.
The more we try to drive away the devils in our head the more complex things get. One thing I should realize in the course of my life is that I will never be perfectly happy and even if I am ,that situation will change and life keeps changing.
If I have issues with someone else the problem is with me too, I have to learn and learn a lot more in life.There is no point in being so confused that’s life. I can only give in my best and hope hard that things turn out in my favour.
I have seen my share of failures and rejections and unhappiness in life, but then I realize it was all for my good. I have seen many trillion sunny days too and I am grateful for every moment of my life because it made me the person I am today and I am happy life turned out this way. The only area that I want to improve in is to get the courage to share my life with someone else. I am the kind of person who has always been scared of relationships because I was scared of getting hurt, but the sad part is I will be left all alone if I choose to go on this way. I have to find that strength in myself to probably give away a part of myself to someone probably that way I will be much happier and probably not so scared of everything, it will be the biggest fear overcome.
When we go through life we all know that we all have our fears and I was and am not a perfect person , but then what makes me happy about my life is that I am learning and no matter how much it scares the hell out of me I am learning and still learning.
My silly, stupid pride is my worst enemy and probably that’s my biggest fear in life , of getting humiliated, I would have gone much further if I could give up this “dumb”, “stupid”,”lousy” fear of mineJ.
When we choose not to do things because we are scared of getting hurt the more that thing follows us all over, and when you run after something it will never come to you.
Amazing enough I have been a very lucky person in life, may be with my initial failures which give me the strength to get up and fight again. I am a fighter may be a different kind of fighter but I have come so far because may be somewhere I have a lot of strength.
J take care,
Lots of love ,
Sangeetha
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