june 27 2008

hi ya,
wassup there??? :D...here i am again talking things that dunt matter to ne1.. updates..:p.. i started learning violin again.. i am so super happy about that.. update 2.. started yoga again...i am so happy nowadays.. its getting wierd now...:D
now wat the hell.. neways.. there one thing in my life thats the best thing about my lfie right now... it makes me so very happy that i cant start explaining... just the presence of those few people arnd me makes me super happy.. agggain..:p...those lil kids.. they make my weekend.. they are just super.. update 4.. we are moving to jaynagar..yipee.. all my friends are there...
i will miss this house.. n all those days i made growing up so tough here..:p..
well neways.. so many updates.. and so many things happeneing.. my lifes like changing real fast...
i plus i learnt a lot more... i am less of a tension party now.. i am able to knock off people bothering me.. i am able to speak up!!:D..i am glad..
hmmm.. then wat else?? there is nothing much here neways...

gud day ppls..:D

hii yaaaa:p

hi all,
hows everything there???? loong time eh?? real looong time.. c i am bak in bangalore.. went thru my ups n downs n learnt a hell lot.. lifes kind of a breeze right now.. thats good.. when all the madness finally settles.. and when u r finally not trying to figure out the madness in ur head..
lifes like that.... i am working and i am ahppy and all that.. but suddenly i am not thinking too much about life.. i am at that point u can say where i just want to go with the flow.. just no thinking and i have changed.. got a new haircut..:p...
no i am not talking about all that.. just that i am wondering now sitting here in the night(crazy me???).. where the hell is this journey going?? none of the pieces fit in.. its like a big puzzle u know.. i keep wondering and wondering.. n nothing makes sense.. but i am just not trying to figure out..:D..
i guess i am just confusing u???:D
well.. getting to the point... we all have our theories and notions our perceptions and things in our head.. a million thoughts hitting our head in a day.. but god knows where we are goin.. we areally dont know.. its better to just go with the flow.. and just take it easy... we cant control our lives all the time.. otherwise we all would have things we want.. but lifes not like that.. its probably a little complex.. but the more we think about it... we get lost...
well neways.. i dont know where my life going to.. but whatever ..i am strong enough to face the strom or whatever comes ahead.. because there is so much to learn..:)
keep smiling..
tata,
gnite...

mysore->bangalore->mysore..:)

hello..loong time..lifes changed so much in 2 months..god i have changed so much..i feel this sense of freedon and dis thing that i never felt b4..being alone can b fun..i am learning so much abt life.. all of a sudden i have been thrown out of my comfort zone..but its fun..as i am doing so many things i never evn dared to do..i earn my own living..spend it my way..n do watever i feel like..

but ya there r times wen i weep like mad..wen i miss my amma appa n snehlu..but then nothing can b perfect rite..lifes like that rite...neways catch ya all lata...

some where in between...

hello all..i am in infy campus now..n dunno wat to do pretty jobless i must say.. have some assigment of writing a book review n stuff.. so i was surfing.. so i tot y not pass time by blogging....i am bored anyways..
lifes k..as far as i can c.. have made some frnds.. just killing time.. my tech training hasnt started till now..so i am just sitting doing nothing..frm hotel to campus and frm campus bak to the hotel...thats all my lifes all abt for now..i guess will get busy in the cuming weeks.. i am happy as i will b a lil occupied..right now i am damn sleepy.. have to go to the library and kill time..prolly i will get some sleep...k neways..c ya..
tata,
sangeetha.

going to mysore...

hello..i am going to mysore..its a new phase of my life..i am going to start earning n working n stuff..i am kinda excited...but today when i was spacking all my stuff..i remembered my childhood..the time i had with my mum..dad was always out on transfers n stuff..i remember sitting in the comfort of my house ..watching tv..laughing with my sis..watching stupid cartoons with her..eating popcorn with her..crying with her..fighting wid her..shopping wid her..her super fashion tips to dis stupid ol gal who doesnt knw how to dress..n no style acc to her..hehe.. amma making me tea..our lil chats in the kitchen...her advice to me abt boys..hehhe..n a lotta other things..her kickings wen i lazily sleep for 24 hrs non stop... the way me n amma laughed together...our horriable fights...hahah..n her care , love, suppot, effection..a sense of security arnd her...that i am loved.. the way i cried for 3 hrs non stop wen dad shouted at me..lol.. n the way dad took care of everything..the way i tot he cud fix nething for me...i remember him supporting me , being there for me..caring for me...the way he made me tough girl that i am today..n helping me learn how to live wid dignity..i will miss everyone..seriously..i knw i am just going to mysore..but sumhow i knw lifes going to change a lot after dis...n i guess i cant control tat..neways...i am off to sleep now..have to catch my bus tom..tata..
sangeetha..

hmm....

its a scary lil world out there... have u ever dreamt of things that are going to happen?? or c things in ur dreams that r actually true n not the way u c it..mind my friend..is a powerful thing..never underestimate it..if u constantly dunt keep a chk on it u mite lose ur way...n mite even destroy ur whole life..

there r so many things in my daily life i do..perhapes thats my destiny...i knw in my mind that sum things will never work out n sum things will..n i guess everyone has that..even though they ignore their intutions very often...these r not mind blocks..but these r things which help us find our destiny ultimatly... its very wisely said "the heart has its reasons which reasons know nothing of"..i strongly believe in it..i do so many things in my life that i have absolutly no control over.... i knw sum things feel so right..but sumwhere at the back of my mind, there is this strong feeling that says no matter how gud it feels now..its not going to turn out right sumwhere.. i have folllowed these lil signs always..n watever wrong or right happens is our destiny..these r things that teach me how to live.. and makes me a betta person...

so many ppl i talk to tell me god does not exist..but this is wat logic will never explain to u..its just sumthing ..deep in ur heart..if u listen carefully enuff..u knw that sumthing controls u..sumthing tells u wats the outcome of certain things..and gives u a meaning to ur life..

our existance here is not meaningless.. we are all empty sumwhere.. y r we here for?? wats our purpose?? there r so many things in my mind that logic cant explain..logically everything has a meaning so perhapes , even our species , our survival everything here has some meaning..we r just not flesh and bones.. there r so many ppl who tell me then y do so many ppl suffer if god does exist?? i dont have a proper answer, i just knw that its our karma.. god never punishes us, its our perspective of looking at things.. a poor man may be much more happier than a rich lonely man.. but this is not the case always there r ppl who truely suffer here.. n i really wonder y..

but wen i c nature, n how beautifully its made.. n how perfect it is..i have to agree that there is sumthing that u n me cant create...n there its not just me who can control everything..i can perhapes accept life as it cums n b happy..or i can live n cry.... its easy to say diff to follow..so i am basically wasting my time n dialoges.. i will save it for sum other time..haha..:)..tata..

Alicia Keys Live

i love her voice n i love her music..n especially dis song..one of my fav..