Sunday, November 30, 2008


dunt let hatred fall upon you like the pouring rain,
let not the tears burn ur skin and soul,
dont crouch in the fear with your wings of freedom burnt,
let not your heart sink in defeat and with hopelessness,
let not that one stroke of fire, wipe away the happiness you felt when you saw the sun rise up..
because the sun will rise up for you one day...

is it just a blame game? Seriously are we just going to blame each other for whatever happens in our lives. Today i was outside a mall and i saw a group of youngsters laughing and singing "Zombie".. Then i saw the happiness and enthusiasm they sang it with.. that joy in thier eyes and the way they clapped and sang and danced with each other for world peace..

We are all free.. no one can take away what was ours always... They cant hold us hostage of fear.. So what if we die tomorrow.. i will be happier dying free than being scared of someone wiping me away from this world...

They can take away our lives, they can take away and burn our spirits down... They can kill thousands of innocent people they can do whatever, but they definatly cant bring down our human spirit...What point are they trying to make? Sadly they can do all this and still never find the peace they want to...Never will thier counscious ever sleep in peace.. Never will their nights never be filled with anguish...
What have we done to the world? How can anyone hate so much? It breaks my heart... But still we have hope, may be every bad thing has a good lesson.. We may be will know with time... But somehow all this doesnt make me happy.. I am still wondering how so much negativity can wipe away our happiness..

Wars , guns , bombs , it is depressing.. Werent we born out of love..?. Then when did hate creep in? Isnt it a strange little world, when we see people like us slaughtered mercilessly... Where did love go...?

Monday, November 24, 2008

Nov 24th

hi ya,
wassup??? Cut my hair again...:DI lost my mobile..
I pierced a second hole in my ears....:D...
Going through each day... Very very boring these days..

Take care all ya,

Saturday, November 15, 2008

sunday-16th nov

just a thought...Dunt know what i really want from life...

Sunday, November 9, 2008

hey ya,
What do you feel as the sun rises up the sky, the way it feels when the waves crash against your feet. The way it feels when a baby smiles...The way it feels when the rain drops fall on you when you are asleep..
The way it feels to just lye down and stare at the blue sky or hear the whispers in the air.. To know that there is depth in sea...
What is it behind that restless sea.. Beauty in that tree's shade that you want to shelter in..
Shelter in the heart of something so beautiful , to feel safe just for a moment, to trust someone with all your heart... To love someone with all you soul? How does it feel to feel the pain of someone else, when it touches you and crushers your heart.. Or just the sound of the rustling leaves when you are walking down a lonely path ,in a dark story night...
How does it feel to cry you heart out in the moment of joy?
Its a celebration just to be alive...
Never know what's ahead...

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

hi ya,
A warm day not much work and a hell lotta thoughts in my head.
i am hungry and i am planning ahead.
Well for me i have to get somethings sorted out in my life. First need to quickly get some certification done, which i have been planning for months now and it doesnt seem to be working for me:)..

I need to start studying again... Well ..Its a toughie:)... To decide some things in life:).. But i dont have to make it so difficult:).. I am probably not ready and it's a good thing not to be ready infact, that means God's deciding it up there, just for you.

i have wasted so much time in sleeping and having fun I think it is time to wake up and do things that will get me higher:)...

Sleeping in the sense putting my mind at sleep, expecting something flowery to come along.

Life is full of sacrifices, never regret a decsion made or things that went bad. If you really wish for something it will land on ur doorstep, if at all you ever wished hard enough for it.

That all depends on us , the patience we have and the tests God will put us through, because nothing in this world comes easy.

Life's best gifts dont come in the most attractive ways. We all love, lose , hope, win and that's the part of life. Now i wish i had done some things diffrently but then now i know that it was for my growth as a person and as a human being.. All that we become is result of all that we were.
i really have to want somethings and go through life as it comes, and sadly i will never truely get what i really want, and imperfections are there in everything.

There are 2 things, things might turn out well in the short term or in the long term just have to see what is best for us and live life that way, and expect nothing from life.

Love ya all,

Friday, October 31, 2008

Your Song

Wow it's putting me to sleep..:)...

Life is a song:)

You say life is a dream where we can't say what we mean
Maybe just some roadside scene that we're driving past
There's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
And there's no promises of peace or of happiness
Well is this why you cling to every little thing
And polverize and derrange all your senses
Maybe life is a song but you're scared to song along
Until the very ending
Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
From the chains and shackles that they're in
Oh, tell me what good is saying that you're free
In a dark and storming sea
You're chained to your history, you're surely sinking fast
You say that you know that the good Lord's in control
He's gonna bless and keep your tired and oh so restless soul
But at the end of the day when every price has been paid
You're gonna rise and sit beside him on some old seat of gold
And won't you tell me why you live like you're afraid to die
You'll die like you're afraid to go
Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
From chains and shackles that they're in
From the chains and shackles that they're in
Well life is a dream 'cause we're all walking in our sleep
You could see us stand in lines like we're dead upon our feet
And we build our house of cards and then we wait for it to fall
Always forget how strange it is just to be alive at all