today i am not feeling alright...hmm and i have to share with someone...sometimes we just live our lives like there no tomorrow..we get so involved with today that sometimes when tomorrow actually comes we find it hard to accept it... sometimes we wish the good things that happen to us never end...but everything ends..and sometimes the good things always end faster..
the bad things seem to last forever...
we have all these phases in our lives, when we are younger we go to school , then we go to college..then we find a job and ultimatly get married .. do we really ever wonder what the true purpose of our life is?? is this y we were born just to follow the rules of people and society.. y cant we live our lives in our own terms..y does everything have to be so monotonous...???
when i was young always thought my life would be big.. and may be diffrent from what it is today.. but somehow this is an ordinary life..no i am not talking abt the money and fame..
i thought it would just be diffrent...
like nowadays i feel this aweful feeling of my independence being taken away... there are things that i really dont want to do... probably i am not even ready for such things.. but i have no other way out or no other excuse to find a way out of it..
i really dont want to live this life that i am living..just for an instant i want to be free, from this bondage and attachment and all the obligations.. but somehow we all know its not possiable.. we all live for each other no matter how free we want to be... we cant live a lonely life.. its tough because at some point in our lives we have to do things we never want to do..but thats how life goes... and thats how most of us live by just accepting life as it comes... but if its us who are living our lives y is it so hard just to live it for us... just for a moment..probably that moment might change everything... and probably even that change is our destiny...
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there is a song called ' frozen'
the lyrics of the song run like this....
u only see wat ur eyes want u to see,
how can life be wat u want it to be...
tat is ...its all in our perspective... and maybe its unfair to expect life to be the way u want it always.. maybe tats the beauty of life after all...'uncertainity'
anyway...ur blogs getting heavier huh...?
besides wat is it tat u really want to do...if not this conventional thing...
its about balance... we want to do one thing, somebody wants us to do something else - we negotiate, give some, take some... be clear about what you want and go for it, but you may want to listen carefully to those around you, maybe there is something to it ...
"Life tests the big dreamers- the passionate revolutionaries". Never give up, "its never to late too late to become the person you always dreamed of being".As I always say "life's too short to feel miserable". don stop writing what you feel. Chao!
hmmm..'blues' are the exact color of our existence..welcome :)
somewhere between this seemingly monotonous life..its sometimes just enough to question..without expecting answers..or without even wanting to know them..
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