hmm...

"selfless life pure and true,

wish i could give everything to you,

i want to share my love and give u a lot of hope,

so that u can start dreaming too."



we are living in a place where people are too busy and running too fast.. i run too.. and sometimes i dont even see what is really important..city life is busy life.. people are involved with there own lives..trying to fulfill there own dreams.. and i guess we have no one to blame as each one of us are just trying to survive..



but sometimes i really wish i would just stop and really enjoy life like the way it has to be... and wish i cud just let go of my inhibitions and fears abt myself and others...

sometimes in life we loose trust in others , we have lost that innocence that we had once when we were kids.. our hearts get broken.. and we build walls... but i guess thats no way of living life.. we always think something magical is going to happen and change our lives forever.. but honestly the magic is in us... even the truth is in us.. the secret to happiness in all in us..

but so many times we think we dont deserve to be happy and loose so many things in life.. and i have been a victim of this so many times.. we dont want to believe that good things can happen to us.. and when we dont believe in ourselves we are left behind...

as i live my life i have just one wish.. i have this deep need within to change someone elses life.. make them a little more happier.. i have eveything..honestly everything..great parents , a loving sister and very nice friends.. and truely i am blessed.. and i still crib so many times abt some things that r not really important..

we get so caught up in ourselves that we dunt c that so many people around the world have nothing at all.. they have to struggle to get a days meal.. and if i have gone thru anything in my life it can be nothing compared to their pain...

i do believe in god..but when i c so many people in pain..it questions my faith in him sometimes.. but these are the mysteries of the world.. and this is the truth in the silence that we wish we could understand.. but some things are beyond our control..

its only that life is mysterious ..i dunt knw if i will ever find what i am looking for and i really hope i do.. because all of us are empty somewhere and are somewhere trying to find the answers within us...